( repost )
All I have on my mind right now is the feeling of being lost and inferior. Feeling like not a man
I feel like a school shooter or someone who will kill himself, because of those sexual issues. It wasn't even important until I started thinking about it..
Fucking kill me......... but not really. I know it is just a passing weakness feeling, it will be nothing once I sleep... Sigh
nope it came back... I ll sleep and see where it takes me. But all the stuff from last post, and some other things is pressing me down hard