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  Should be able to clearly answer these about myself, and about people close to me Else you cant build connection, communicate your own needs, repair hurts Dont repair them quick? You build gaps and distance Enjoy feeling alone forever  bonus for myself zzz Fear of intimacy Fear of being seen So I hide away, I become mechanical and cold. Being mean, aggressive, out of control, and mechanical + cold Thats the things that I often show, despite trying/seeing myself as a warm person Push everyone away, desire closeness, talk that I crave it, get mad then I don't get it. When theres a chance to get it, I am cold and scared, or mechanical. Never enjoying, never loving, never being free Then crying about it like a bitch, that I am so lonely Extremism, ideas that come from weakness What have I actually done to fix the environment I am in, to fix the weakness? To build something around myself that lasts and is good? Asking the right questions. Only then you'll find the answers that me...